it is the Christmas season, so as far as schedule goes…not really…everything is pretty much by ear. something that i have found more and more in last couple years through the holidays, is that my heart is continually growing and aching more in the direction of desiring to see my entire family know the Lord. what seems to be the most difficult part about this is i feel like i am relating to them less and less, and with that i seem to be moving farther and farther away from them which doesnt really help in the whole relating factor.
do i spend more time in prayer and learn to trust the Lord even moreso than i do now knowing that He will soften their hearts and put people in their lives that will change them forever…or do i somehow begin to enter into their lives which seems imposible to do via phone or internet keeping in mind the depth that i want to know them.
my family is THE most important thing in my life under Christ…Father, teach me how to portay Your love to my family in a way that shakes their very being, in a way that they can see that everything else will crumble BUT our Most High God! Father, Lord, my King, my Savior…Majesty…i am so weak right now…i am Yours, i have nothing to give…my King, now is Your time to shine through my weakness…oh, how i love weakness, it opens my eyes to the very majestic nature of Your power through love…
